"And being in an agony [of mind], He prayed [all the] more earnestly and intently, and His sweat became like great clots of blood dropping down upon the ground." (Luke 22:44)
"And after He got into the boat, His disciples followed Him. And suddenly, behold, there arose a violent storm on the sea, so that the boat was being covered up by the waves; but He was sleeping..." (Matthew 8:23-24)
"Excuse me, Sir, but it would appear that You have lost Your peace...
Have You?..."
Bill Gillham, in his outstanding book Lifetime Guarantee, distinguishes between a peace that is identified through the emotions - one could say a quiet that results when the waves of life are relatively calm - and a peace that lives much deeper within; one that results, as he states, from knowing something (p. 149). Gillham illuminates this distinction using Jesus Himself, and His highly emotion-filled encounter with the Father. Anyone who perceives or portrays Jesus as having no emotions need only go with Him to the Garden of Gethsemane. There, he pled with His Father to reconsider the amazing act He was being asked to perform: to receive the entire weight of the world's Sin upon Him (Isaiah 53:6), and from this to be temporarily but completely severed from His beloved Father's Presence (Mark 14:32-36, 15:34, 37). He told three of His disciples that his “soul (was) exceedingly sorrowful, even to death..." (14:34); and because of His agony, he prayed so fervently that it was reported that He began sweating drops of blood (Luke 22:44). Have you ever been in such anguish? Has your own spirit or soul ever been so distressed that it felt nearly like your heart was going to burst out of your chest?
And suddenly, behold, there arose a violent storm on the sea, so that the boat was being covered up by the waves; but He was sleeping...
...at peace...in the midst of turmoil...
Even in your agony...even as the storm blew viciously around Jesus and His disciples...even as drops of blood spilled from His beautiful face...there was (and is) a peace; a peace that comes from knowing something. A peace that comes from knowing Someone, and that at the center of the raging storm (of emotions), He is completely and permanently Present and will not allow anything to happen through which He will not take you as long as you remain in Him (Psalm 23; John 15:4-5). You will keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on You...is a promise from God to anyone who has committed him or herself to Him (Isaiah 26:3), but it is one that is based on a condition: whose mind is stayed on You. Once our heart/mind gaze is removed from Him and set on the myriad of emotions that can occur at any particular moment, that deeply settled peace which comes from knowing God's Presence is "exposed to the elements" and can now be blown around if refuge back in Him is not sought. However, grab onto the hem of His garment (Matthew 14:35-36)...set the heart and mind on things above (Colossians 3:1-2)...sit at His feet (Luke 10:38-42)...practice His Solid and Eternal Presence (Brother Lawrence)...get to Know Him (John 17:3)...and no matter what tempest may arise, in spite of the emotions that may result, you too can "sleep"...that is, your spirit can truly remain at rest. The result? Just as Jesus was able to pronounce to His Father, as the blood-sweat fell from his brow, "Not as I will, but as You will" (Matthew 26:39), we too can yield to our Father, peacefully...full of peace, in just the same way.
Scott Krippayne, Jeremy Camp, and Mercy Me all have songs that share this Reality of the Peace of His Presence. I pray you'll take time to listen...and have His Peace.
"And when the men of that place recognized Him, they sent out into all that surrounding region, brought to Him all who were sick, and begged Him that they might only touch the hem of His garment. And as many as touched it were made perfectly well."
You will keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on You...
In His Love,
Terri